Monday, 29 June 2009
Fear Not! This blog is not dead yet!!
Friday, 22 May 2009
So well there really is many many many many many things to blog about during my time studying exams. From stupid blond bimbo moments to downright messing around in the middle of exams itself. Hey Cest La Vie right people?
But first... American Idol
Like seriously dude its the most entertaining / awesomest show on tv
and what better person to win it than
Giving us amazing songs like Mad World, Heartless [acoustic], Aint no sunshine, Beautiful, and so many more!
Yes we all know that Adam is a better singer.. yeah a better performer too...oh sure yeah he has more character... hey... wait a minute your missing the point.
I like Kris! There isnt anything wrong with him. He is just amazingly very talented and good looking. Plus, as an added bonus, he can somehow sorta turn any song into his own song. Aint that cool eiyh?
Congrats Kris Allen!
But dont worry Adam. We all still love you. And i believe that you'll maybe sell more records than Kris Allen or maybe he'll sell more than you ever will. HAHA
xSee you guys around when im FREEx
Tuesday, 12 May 2009
Exams.
till the 22nd.
Amazing isnt it.
Joy.
Dont expect posts.Even after this one was written
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
Dear Mr.Allen Yong Kuan Hon,
i will scratch ur car.
No.
i'd rather cut your car into pieces.
Like how u cut the back of my hair.Bastard.
Wtf man you. You called me out
saying "you come here"
and you cut my hair.
i said." but sir, it isnt even touching the colour. its not long"
Yeah its not but when u put your shoulders up,its already touching.
Mother Fucker.
You even indirectly said that its not long but yet you cut my hair.
KNNCB
Piss me off man.
Maybe even if you did cut my hair, you should do a good job.
but,how the fuck do you screw up something so simple.
At least have the decency to give me a proper haircut la.
U made holes on the back of my head
I very geram now u jack ass.
ROAR!
At least i have something to cheer me up.Hit Ctrl + "+" to zoom in. 
it made me smile.
Monday, 4 May 2009
Well you cant exactly blame us.. Who wouldnt be annoyed at her.... Or when you just want to fit in to society. its not exactly what everyone has it mind. It is somewhat, creepy. And i can guarantee you. In fact, i think it does just jump out in front of you. Do these kids make you laugh? but, i bet camel toe has a cousin too... Sometimes, we feel no one takes us seriously. Or how we manage to cope. But, There are times when you just have to FACE IT and get on with your lives. www.DemotivateUs.comWhen Life gets hard, and it starts to suck,
or her
especially her...
It just happens,
it comes and it goes,
You wont find this shit here anywhere else
but in your own lives.
But you know, sometimes we just cant help ourselves.
What about the familiar words of...
CamelToe. Seriously
Nobody understands what we are going through.
When motivation isnt always what it seems.
Saturday, 2 May 2009
If there are things that happened, something so severe, so serious, something terrible, in goes through your mind. what you should have done. what you should have the balls to do right now so when something happens, you wont have a regret . I just wish, you would've done the same In The middle of my rest, i could feel my eyes popping out and my head gonna explode. Being sleepy and due to the fact i couldn care any more or anyless, i just ignored the pain and tried to continue sleeping. but that pain just wouldnt let me. i twisted and turn, putting the pillow over my head, avoiding the rays of the sun. Not knowing what to do, Retina Detachment. She said, " We are going to the hospital now." A throbbing pain in the back of my head. a deteorating vision which disabled me from getting a clear picture of the world. I felt i was going... blind. If only i didnt sleep. If only i didnt read my magazine that made me sleep. If only i was somewhere else. If only this all wouldnt have happened. I wouldnt be feeling a loss of sight. I woouldnt be insanely worried. but it did. So for now, i guess im okay.
Being deprived of sleep on that day, i was resulted in an afternoon nap.
So i put my hand on my forehead. Temperature rising. It was coming back again. The migraine.
Got up, in an attempt to put the temp down, i took a shower. It calmed me momentarily but the pain was still there. It was like a drunk man locked outside his house by his wife banging on the door shouting and screaming "I know you're in there. let me in!"
I wore my glasses. Something strange occured. It was a different feeling. something wasnt right. I looked to my left. no difference. To my right, no difference. I couldnt see. like i was blind. Blotches of black from no where clouded my vision. They were everywhere. My eyes had a minimal field of vision. the sides were being eaten up by black patches.
I feared. i literally thought that i was going blind. I freaked out.
i immediately came out of my room, run down the stairs almost tripping, and told my mother i was blind. there were black clouds forming in my sight. she thought that with all the symptoms i had, i was getting
So she took whatever documents. IC, BC and everythingn needed and off we went.
The pain wasnt helping. With the sun and all that noise. It was getting aggravated each passing minute each. passing second.
Reaching the parking lot of the hospital, My eyesight wasnt improving. i couldnt open my eyes. Each time i peeked, it hurt. i couldnt see a thing. light from the sun pierced my corneas with its blinding rays causing me to look away each time. It was painful. I held on to my mother's arm. Like a blind man, i grasped her hand and kept on walking. Being voluntarily blind for a while, makes it fun when you pretend. Being forcefully blind is no laughing matter. You constantly feel vulnerable, insecure, unsure, worried.
The sun slowly began to set. Night arrived. Light was hiding. Noise was quieting. I felt calm.
I opened my eyes slowly. There was vision. It got better. I felt relieved at that moment. Even with that pain in the back of my head, i was glad i could see. The pain as well had subsided.
Doctor carried out some tests. He dilated my pupils. Made it expand (which sorta turned me into a human creature with the eyes of a frog). With the aid of machines, He checked my Retinas, using a light he searched my eye for signs of Glaucoma or any other Eye disease.
Final Diagnosis.
"Your Eyes, i can tell you for one thing,
is okay.
Your sight will not detiorate nor will it be gone.
The reason your eyes was affected was due to your migraine.
Bad news is,
Since the migraine is the one that affected your vision, and because you saw blotches, This can be classified as somewhat lethal. Next time, monitor you migraines. Note when it happens and the effects of it. Since this is the first time it had affected your vision, you dont have to worry, but if it does come back again. I'm afraid but i will have to refer you to a neurosurgeon. "
My face crinkled. The thought of the words leaving his mouth saying your eyes will be okay lift a short-lived smile on my face till it was shot down when he said.. neurosurgeon.
Everyone knows what a neurosurgeon is. and if you are in any terms or at any time have to pay a visit to a neurosurgeon, its definitely not normal.
although i do feel like some crazy psychopathic patient coming back from the hospital....
but i do know that sight is so taken for granted these days. So please. Do care for your eyes.
Thursday, 30 April 2009
So then, i havent been blogging much and the end of April has finally come forth to an end. Goodbye April... I will onlysee you again next year, So, lets just focus and see what the world has in for us :) Study neil study...
How you bring laughter and irritating jokes on your First Day,
And how you adore us in that April Weather.
Not too hot, not too cold, Balanced.
and oh How many April babies i had to wish happy birthday too :)
Thus, you have come to an end April.
=(
Only to lead in to May. 5th month of the year.
My my, its already almost half the year.
Oh well, we cant change that fact =/
And hello Mid term exams. Oh how i hate you so much.
Rawr.
WEll, we cant go back into time nor go forward any faster.